月荷

I don't know about you but I've always asked myself why I would name my blog as bananamylove.blogspot.com.


The truth is, there's no reason. It just popped out randomly. Like, one day, I was thinking that banana was my favourite food when I was young. And you know why I loved eating it?


Because my Chinese horoscope is a monkey and monkeys love banana and hence, I love banana to.
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Silly, I know.


The thing that I quite love and hate myself at the same time is my imagination, my randomness. I can be the most random person you will ever see. I can just do something out of the blue sometimes and I have no reason why. Like, this post, for example. I would just randomly blog about how random I am.



You are currently reading a random blog post.

Haha. But no, I am serious. There're a lot of times, when I can't stand my own imagination. I imagine too much, think too much, sometimes to the point of insanity.

That's why I can be quite a worrywart. My imaginations lead me to thinking and thinking can be, as you know, disastrous.


Shit. I think I will die young. If I ever get a boyfriend, I might get so worried that he might cheat on me and then I'll argue with him all the time and we'll fight and then we'll end up in a bad breakup and he'll end up finding a new girl who's much better and leave me all alone and I'll fall into depression and then one day, I'll commit suicide.


Oh God, I can already see how the newspaper headlines will be like:

 

....

My God. Flunyway, I put it 21-year-old cos' I'm pretty good and happily single (and probably homosexual) now.

This relationship thing, it's pretty scary, isn't it? It makes everyone to be on the top of the world, only to be crushed after that. 

Don't get me wrong. I'm not trying to be a pessimist (okay, maybe I am) but then I don't know why, I'm trying to learn to be cautious on a lot of things. Because, a lot of times, unexpected things happen to us and sometimes, the world can be so bloody unfair. 

Trust, love, whatever all it is, sometimes, they only serve as a comfort, not facts.

Okay, okay, end of random post. XD