Letting Go of the Past

Life's been so unpredictable. Throughout years in my life, I think one of the thing that I'm always scared and afraid of the most is changes and deaths. I'm enjoying my time in A-Levels so much that I keep forgetting that I'm only here for one year and the half. Friends here have been great and despite the ups and downs, I pretty much enjoy every second in INTI.

One year's gonna pass by so quickly. And I can't help thinking that at that time, I'll have great difficulty leaving my friends.

But then they said, we should move on with our life. That no matter what happens, life has to go on, whether we like it or not. Sometimes, it kinda hurts cos' some people keep telling us that A-Levels is so bloody difficult and that we should give up. I mean, I know it's hard, it's apparently one of the hardest in the world. And then people asked us to give up.

Sorry lor...that's the choice we made and we accept the consequences and life has never been easy. If we're gonna keep thinking that things are so hard that we must as well just die and commit suicide. What we want is at least encouragement because I don't think it matters whether our choices are wrong or right. For me, what's done is done and even if it's wrong, I think it's important that we get maximum benefit out of that wrong choice, be positive and turn it into a right one.

Growing up, I learnt that life doesn't go the way you want. No matter how much you try to control your life, sometimes, it goes out of the way you want it. And when that happens, it's important to let your guards down and be weak for a while. But then, when it's time you move on, you should move on. When you're done getting weak, crying yourself out, then it's time to smile again and then enjoy yourself.

Moving on is one of the most important aspects in life. So, hopefully, when I can't let things go in the future, I'll read this post again to remind myself.

P.S. Oops.. I'm sorry for abandoning my blog just like this. Hopefully this half-emo and half-motivational post will make you feel better. Been busy this 2 weeks. Lotsa things happen besides those tests and toilet-washing sessions.

Now, now, some pictures moments to share my friends with you guys.XD

 

The pretty Debbie. She would so love this if she sees this. 

 Random pictures we took while waiting for our Law lecturer who happens to be frequently late (but well, we still like him). And omg, I look like a bloody ghost la...

Hmm... no caption. With those sampat-ed girls in class. 

 It's Nilai campus cafeteria!

 Hongkie girl on the right and pretty Debbie at the center.

 The person who looks a lot like someone's big sister. :d

 The 3 musketeers in English class last time. 

By the way, none of the pictures are taken by me.