Boring.

I'm so sorry for not updating my blog. I know you're disappointed cos' I didn't do anything. Well, basically, there's nothing to talk about. My life is just... like that. In another way, it's actually boring. I mean, it's not like I'm ungrateful or anything but seriously man, sometimes I feel that my life is not exciting enough. Except for the occasional drawing stuffs, my life is just plain. I'm so plain.

So damn boring. Like my friends all, they've at least:

1.  played arcade games (Sherilynn, you lah....keep saying I never play before). I mean, I did play back when I  was young young young young young young that kinda time. Not now though. My mom supposed what joy there is to waste money on arcade game, something that you certainly can't bring home. 
2. Bought pretty clothes and then hid them away so that their moms wouldn't find out. I've certainly never done this lor. If I wanna buy, I'll have to use my parents' money and thus, they have to know right? How my friends can use their pocket money and still buy pretty expensive clothes, I really don't know. 
3. Copied in exam and not feel guilty at all. I've done this in Standard 3 with my friend but yeah, that's so bloody long time ago. I've never done it before in highschool. My friend copied mine before but I never copied others. I don't even blardy take tips. 
4. Go out in a BIG group. As in a group of about 10. Class reunions not included. Like, you know, occasional lepak-ing with friends that kind. But then, I don't quite enjoy this cos' I don't quite like going out in biggie group. 
5. went out with friends. No, I'm not saying that I've never gone out with friends before but seldom. Most of my friends, after SPM, they would go out about 2 times a week or something like that. I'm that kind who prefers to sleep and snuggle in my bed at home. I can stay home so much that sometimes, my mom had to actually half-force me to go out with friends, saying that if I don't, I might lose some friends in the future. 
6. study last minute. I did before. I'm not talking about monthly exams here. It's those big big final exams. I did in Form 1 and my, it was tiring and damn stressful! Not only that, I ended up getting pretty sucky results. Since then, I managed my studying time carefully and I don't do last minute works that much anymore.
7. Got a boyfriend. Some secretly, without telling parents. It's amazing how they can hide this from their parents but I'm convinced that they actually know what's going on. I've never had one. Not like I'm desperate or anything but I always thought having a boyfriend (not serious till-death-tears-us-apart that kind) would complete a teenager's life. Like, yalah...at least you have some youthful memories to mengenang balik when you get old, right?

So yeah, you can call me a little bit nerdy kind cos' I'm a little bit guai guai that kind one. That kind of sometimes don't dare to do bad things one, ask me to ponteng I feel damn guilty one but for all I know, I'm glad that at least I gave my parents less trouble (I hope)... I mean, it's not like I'm that kind of over-good one (or else later you all say I show off) but at least, I'm not troubled kind one.

Which actually makes me feel that my life is boring. Some adventures is always fun in life. Some, just some.