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You know one thing about blogs? You write (actually type) them now and next year, when you look back, you kinda feel that you were lame last time.

The thing is, I don't. I was having a fun time reading my past posts. My own blog is addictive! I'm addicted to my blog!

Another surprising thing is that, despite the fact that I always update, right now, I only have 170+ posts. Weird lor, cos' I update it every one or two days. Sometimes even twice a day.

Flunyway, there's nothing much for me to blog about. No exciting or funny stuffs I wanna share with you guys.
College is like that lor....pretty fun and can meet new friends. It's just that, we all hate waking up at 6.30 a.m.
So yeah.... nothing much is going on with my life.

But I have to say... suddenly, these few days I feel that something is blocking me. As in, you all know I'm taking A Levels. And, I dunno, I just don't know what will happen next year. I just keep having this feeling that somehing's scary and hard's about to come. It's like, I'm wondering, can I really hold on for this one year? Is taking A Levels THEN take design a route that people will take? After all, I'm taking A Levels because I really need some time for myself. I want to tell myself to just give up if I can't go on. And yet, until now, I don't feel like giving up at all. In fact, I'm starting to miss art. I still do my normal practices but suddenly, in a new environment, no one's gonna share the same interest as me anymore. Back in high school, I still had friends who'd share same stuffs with me, so I didn't feel that lonely.

Basically, no one is doing what I'm doing. Taking A Levels then design. Some would say I'm stupid, wasting parents' money and stuffs like that. Sometimes, I feel like that too. Suddenly, I keep asking myself if I'm regretting my choice because no one will do same thing as I do. It's highly risky because when I take art in the future, I'll be older and my peers will be younger.

Tell me, did I do anything wrong?
Wei...you all better reply lor.. I need some wisdom words and kind advice.