My (Chinese) New Year Resolutions

It's never too late to make resolutions and since Chinese New Year is also a new year, so I can still make them. 

1) Be more outspoken. As an Asian, I feel that I am already relatively outspoken enough. Cos we are generally more conservative, so I don't really feel the need to voice my opinions out most of the time. And wtf, if too much opinions also we get scolded for being rude, so need to be quieter sometimes. But now that I am studying at somewhere with such different culture, I realise I really need to come out of my comfort zone and voice things and opinions I want to say. I need to start being responsible and for people to realise that I am important too. But I think the line between being outspoken and being rude is often blurred and it's really hard to distinguish whether I am being rude or not. Still, I think I can learn that as time passes by (a lot of times, because of my ignorance, I might have hurt people or what, cos like, I am really oblivious about others sometimes, wtf). 

2) Be more appreciative of constructive criticism. I am the Queen of Denial, wtf. Which is extremely unhealthy considering the course I am doing now needs a lot of constructive criticism. I really admire how some people could keep on asking other people for constructive comments for their work or whatever they do. I don't think I have such a courage cos' I don't think I could handle such criticisms. I only want people to think of how pretty my works are, wtf. Here's what I promise to myself, to keep asking other people if there's anything that I should improve upon my works and projects. I also need to do be more open that a lot of people are not being personal. They do not hate me or think that I have no potential. 

3) Learn to cook more food. To be a potential housewife, wtf. Try out new stuffs that I thought I can't do (it's ok to fail) so that I know more variety of food, instead of cooking fried rice everyday. 

4) Get a bloody job. 

5) Better time management. I need to avoid doing last minute work and keep all my assignments on track so that my work will not accumulate last minute like last semester. I also want to squeeze and balance my working time (if I ever get one), assignments, social life, sleeping time and some other random activities. Wtf, this so challenging but.. challenge accepted!

6) Join clubs. Or else I'll be sticking around the same friends everyday. They are really cool friends but I need to enlarge my social life, later cannot find get potential husband, wtf. The world is bigger than my friends. 

7) Better results, so that I do not appear that stupid, wtf. But I need to improve on my writing cos' I suck at it and to improve my critical thinking or else later I appear too stupid also. 

Ok lah, by jotting down my new year resolutions, I feel more of what I should do and the kind of person I want to be this year. Happy Chinese New Year. :)