Those Young Youthful Days.

Time flies. It always flies. I can't believe that just one year ago, I was still busy going to tuitions, doing homeworks, studying like mad, talk with friends at school and of course, sleep in school. 1 year ago, at this time, I would be at home either eating dinner, bathing or sleeping (which is of course, is one of my hobbies). Then I would get ready, go for Add. Math tuition. And I would always be the one waiting for Sherilynn (see this?) ... because she always come later than me. Then she would come 5 minutes before class began and we'll talk, talk, talk and talk until Mr. Huan stopped us. Now that I think about it, the number of times Mr. Huan tegur-ed us is embarrassingly a lot. I mean, let's not count the guys. Among the girls, both of us had been tegur-ed quite a lot. Most girls who went there are you know, damn hardworking and guai guai that kind one.


1 year before, I was so looking forward to 1 year later, not realising that I would miss 1 year ago. Now that it's 1 year later, I DO miss 1 year ago. Sigh... I know you do too. All of us. When we were all preparing for our big SPM, we all hoped that it would passed by quick. Because then, we had nothing to worry about except for exams. No wonder they say the real test starts when you leave school. Worry about exams is so much better than worry about our own future. Because we all know in exams, all you have to do is to do your best. But our future doesn't apply the same principal. We can't just do our best. When we get sucky results, we don't go, "Well, at least I've done my best". Heck, we don't even know if we've already done our best.


Sigh... how can I not miss those days. Looking back at the past, I had so much hope, so much dreams, even if they're all immature ones. Looking back, what kept us all looking forward was all those unrealistic hopes, hopes that now we all realised we didn't get to achieve them. Because then, we didn't know what would happen now. Then, all of us will sit down on our school chairs, together we discuss about what we want in the future. Now, there's no more discussion. There's only mature choices and actions.


Not to mention, in the past, we all had our own classes. We all stay together till the end of the year, we had fun each an every day. Now, those who are going to colleges don't have things like that. We can't decorate the whole class together, or clean the class (but the class still appeared dirty).


Sigh.... those days.... (I seem like an old woman reminiscing her young youthful days. I'm now a lau kok kok aunty already)