Moo...

"Those heroic acts we see in stories are..so unrealistic." -Nana(Hachi) from NANA-

Sometimes, I truly wonder how some most people can be emo for such a long time. I'm surprised how they can think:
"He/She doesn't love me anymore."
"I hate my life. My life is so f***** up"
"I SMSed him and he didn't reply me."
"I feel a hole in my life."
"He/She doesn't give a damn about me."

You know, I would rather spend my time thinking:
"Damnit! The exams are here!"
"I've been procrastinating for the whole week and I haven't even started my Art folio."
"I didn't draw today."
"What should I buy for my friends' brithdays?"
"All I want is to sleep."
"I want a new drawing pen."
"I want lots of money."
"I want even more money."
"I need these money to buy many many manga."
"And anime."

Hmm... I lead a rather positive life. My parents must be very happy to see their daughter growing up to be such a happy lady. Kudos to my parents!

But I have to admit there are times when I feel down and sad. After all, we're all human. No one's perfect and I'm someone. It might sounds stupid, but I used to be very negative. Like, I get sad easily and definitely, emotional. My family and good friends will know that it's my biggest weakness. But there's no way I'll have the I-know-I-am-emotional-but-so-what thought. I have the I-know-I-am-emotional-but-I'll-change-for-better thought. I am doing my very best(I hope) to be a better person so harap-harap my friends will support me. Teehee.