Massive Update

...I'm not dead yet, still alive.

Life's been hectic because I've started classes and I feel like my life is changing 180 degrees... because in my last post I was still in holiday mood, everyday stay at home and do nothing. And now that uni has started, I met so many new and cool friends that I feel so great. 

And because there're so many updates in this one month, I'll just compact them all in this post.

1. I didn't really update in Facebook or tell my friends (except really close friends and friends who ask) where I'm at right now... so I guess you people don't know (but people who read this blog are good friends and they probably already know, haha). I'm in University of Melbourne taking up architecture course. Not officially an archi student yet but I'm gonna major in it next year (die die also I will fight through this course!) 
2. Winter is ending (but there's no snow for those people who wonder) but the 2 weeks were so cold I that I actually miss the sun in Melaka (and I used to hate the sun there T.T). But well, spring is almost here and soon leaves will come out of the trees and flowers will start blooming, muahahaha... 
3. Life is SUPER GREAT. That's because I met the nicest bunch of friends here. :) Everyone is soooo damn friendly and it makes me feel really good. I am actually happy studying here and enjoying every moment of it. Everyone has this positive vibe about them and I think I got infected and every morning I wake up, I'm actually looking forward to the day that comes... seriously, I've never felt so happy and contented in my life!
4. Life as an archi student is really hectic. For those who are planning on taking it, I'll just give you the advice my seniors gave me: BE PREPARED FOR THE LACK OF SLEEP (and not sleeping the entire night.. for couple of days). Haha, but I really enjoy designing and rushing my assignments. :) In fact, it's been my dream since I was 14 to ... rush for design assignments. The adrenaline rush.. muahaha.. sometimes, I would feel like giving up because it feels like I just can't finish it on time but when I do, I feel damn proud of myself. My designs are not very good and my model is ugly even but it's my own work and I can see my own life through them. 
5. I don't know why but I feel like my life is changing. I don't know how and what it changes to but after coming here, I feel so happy and grateful with all the things I have and people I meet in my life. I'm taking the change as good thing. I feel more positive and more open-minded and I love myself even more! It's like, I want to improve myself and be a better person. I keep making reflections of the mistake I've done in the past and try to improvise as much as I can now to make myself a better person. Omg ... I'm so positive it's a little scary! And even though I don't understand most of my lessons, I keep telling myself that it's ok because it's only my first 2 months here. And it actually works. Not like I'm happy all the time, I do have sad times too (when I have no idea what the lecturer is talking and when I feel like I can't finish my assignments) but it's so easy to control my emotions that I can make myself happy again in a short time. 

I love Melbourne. It's such an amazing place. Maybe not exactly amazing la, because I live in the city and at the most happening street... it somehow takes the excitement away (because I walk there to and fro everyday) but maybe it's because I'm so happy that I love this place nao.  Heh heh, I love my life. 

The place I'm staying at is opposite this train station so how can I not love this place :)

... I guess the massive update is not that massive afterall but well, good to see that I'm still alive. 

I would've posted more pictures but most are taken from just my phone and then uploaded to Instagram which  are not in HD. I dowan to pollute my blog with filtered photos which are not HD so haha.. there won't be much pictures cos I don't always bring my camera out. 

And I'm going to make a new tutorial soon, I guess.. that depends if my life is packed and if I have mood to update this so.. tata, till we meet again (which I don't know is when)!