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This is how much I suck in accounts.

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Yellow, peeps!

I am here eager to share with you guys (and gals) this really amazing website. It's darn useful for drawing I tell you. Really really useful.

It's here.

And I recommend you to do the thirty seconds pose exercise. It's a drawing practice and what you need to do is to draw a pose in thirty seconds. After 30 seconds, the next pose will appear and so on. All you have to do is to spend 10 minutes a day on this activity and you'll improve your human anatomy. I just found this few days ago and started my practice yesterday. It's pretty challenging but fun.
This website offers even more amazing stuffs. You know how sometimes you will have difficulty drawing hand cos' you have no sample... and this website can help you out!
There're various hand poses and you can click on the one that you wanna draw.
Like this:
And what I did is to turn the hand a little:
The hand is turnable! Can you believe this?!! It's turnable! It's gonna be one hell of a great reference!
Introduce this website to your sisters, brothers, parents, grandparents, great-grandparents, aunt, uncle, cousins, friends, foe.. anyone who can (or can't) draw! It will be the greatest reference in your entire life! (maybe I am exaggerating)

Flunyway, that's all for today so baboi!

!@#$%^&

I haven't been drawing for 2 days and this is the third day.
Gulp.

Lack of discipline...

But I'm sooooo not inspired!! What can I do??!!

There's no use sitting down on the chair while looking at the blank paper and then wonder, "So, now what?"

!@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*() <----------- sound of an uninspired brain

*sniff*

*sniff*
*sobs*

Oh, whatever..
my Buddha. Titanic is so sad.

I finished it. Finally.

And I am going to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic afterwards. For the third time.

I think I am a brave girl.
Because I watched Titanic.
For the second time.
I didn't finish it thought. 'Cos it's too sad. I watched until the part where the ship hit the iceberg. Sad, I tell you. I didn't have the courage to finish it.

And despite the fact that some people think that this scene might be corny, I think it's romantic. Oh, wells.. it's.. romantic. *blush*
Haha.. but well, we don't usually get a chance to be on a cruise, flying up looking at sunset right?

Ok la.. i'll try to get back to Titanic. *get ready three boxes of 3-ply tissue*

Random Stuffs

Life is full of "ifs". And I can't help thinking about it.

Sometimes (actually every time) we really do not know how great things are until we've already lost it. And then we wish how great if we are able to turn the clock anti-clockwise and we'll redo what we're doing.

And I can't believe I kinda miss school.

You know, those days when you actually wear uniform to school, when you wake up early in the morning and the Sun's not out, and you are bloody cold. Well, maybe I don't miss so much on this part. But, those.. morning fresh air and sunrise, before the bell rings.. ahh... okay larh.. to tell you the truth, I usually sleep in the morning when I arrived school. So frankly, I didn't really enjoy much of the sunrise and the fresh air. I mean, how can you enjoy fresh air when your homework's not done and you are sleepy but you can't sleep because you homework's not done? And if you don't finish it up, you will most probably.. oh, Buddha (or any God you want) .. let's not think about this.

Flunyway, yes, I sleep in the morning. Which is the reason why I hope that IF I'm given a chance, I would turn back and sleep less. A lot of "ifs".Like, if I can go back, I would appreciate every second I spent with my class, we would've done even better in gymnastraeda, done all my homework, get into the labs and enjoy every moment of it since I'm not entering anymore in my entire life, get better grade in my exams, spend more time with my friends, practise drawing more because my creative cells are dying (I don't even have that much from the beginning.. and they're dying) and many many more.

But life isn't so good. I know, and you know. But nevertheless, I did enjoy my last year in school because it makes think about things. I learnt that it's always too quick to judge a person if I've only met her a few times. I learnt that if I make a mistake, I have no excuses to make it right. And if I'm wrong, sorry is all it take to forgive. I learnt that it doesn't mean just because I have the courage to dream, then I have the courage to take action. And many more but I'm too lazy to think.

Flunyway, I have a question that I'll wanna ask you guys. You know, I've been thinking if I should keep my blog private. There are some stuffs that I would want to post up here for my friends but there are also some that I wanna post for the public. So, as a great friend of mine, what do you think I should do? Reply lorh..for the sake of me. Reply it in my chatbox, don't forget.

My Buddha, this is quite a boring post, right?

Neopets and Maturity.

Lately, I found out many of my friends changed their blogs' layouts. They used to have really fancy and pretty layout. Like mine! XD

And now, they all changed to the layouts made by Blogger. It seems like I'm the only one (and a few others) who has fancy layout. Boooohoooo...

Flunyway, while most friends have taken a step to plan their future and be mature, I've chosen to take a step back:

1) I don't know what to do with my future. Despite the fact that I've been worrying about this issue for Buddha knows how many decades, I ended up not knowing what to do.

2) I am playing Neopets.

3) And I'm addicted to it for 1 week.

And you know this cute thing about Neopets? They have stock market! Not that I just knew about this, but I think I ought to tell you guys (if you still don't know). I mean this is a kid's website but you know, stock market! It's so darn cute I tell you. And I bought some shares of a fashion boutique. And you know what?
The stocks kept dropping.
It never went up. Anyway, let me go check today's stock.
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OMG! It went up 4.44%. Well, actually, it didn't really increase that much lar.. but it never went up since I bought it until today.
And if you want to see the preview:


Alamak...it's too small. But it's okay. It's not like you're gonna do a Neopets account anyway.

Are you?

The Queen Times

I spent the whole day (maybe not) doing a new blogskin for my sister. XD

And yes, I am proud to say it's done by me.
Thank you for your compliment. =)

ceh wah..

Flunyway, it's inspired by, oh, you know... newspaper. And the picture of the lady is Audrey Hepburn. Well, just go view my sister's blog and enjoy the so very nice layout.
Hmm.. so ... I know a lot of my friends are pretty bored this holiday.
Me too! Me my butt!!

This holiday's a busy holiday for me. And no, I don't have any part time jobs (cos, well, many of them choose to let go off a talent. Sigh... pity pity...). I am busy because:

1) I attended a short Account course. And I tell you, if my sleep-o-meter is high during Bio, it overshoots for accounts. But then again, I can't deny the fact that account is pretty useful in my life.

2) Art class.. not really that boring. is darn interesting lor, obviously..

3) Chinese class. And stop laughing, Sherilynn.

4) Driving classes.. sigh...

I don't know if this seem a lot or a little to you.. but for me, some one who prefer to sleep, this one is rather hectic. But then again, when I think about it, I'm used to this life already. It's like going back to the days when I'm running around from my library back to my class and vice versa.

Well, if I compare now and then, now is not as busy as then. Hmm...better die busy than die bored. XD

Life's life after all. And it must go on.

If you ever heard anyone who says she's doing her best and is not tired at all, then she's one hell of a liar and a hypocrite.

If there's some one who's forever optimistic, then she's one hell of an annoying person.
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I'm pretty tired of fighting, frankly speaking. There are times when I feel like slamming people who expects a lot when I know my own limits and say, "You know, this is my life. This is what I want. This is what I want to fight for.

I wonder how many dozens of times I told myself that I should most probably give up. But deep down inside, everything still comes back to what I want.

This isn't something that can be explained from the point of view of motivation. This isn't something like if-I-give-up-then-I-lose-the-war. This is something about, you know, if I am willing to let go of things and live a life without a reason.

And I know, I'm still not willing to let go. =)
So, even if it's darn tired, even if a lot of people are going to look down on me, people giving me high expectations (but I know my own limits), people telling me to go to the other route, people telling to give up, I will still fight.
Because I know what I want. After all, most important is self-respect, not if others respect me or not.

You know, I see many people updating their blog saying things that they've done in 2009. Well, I guess I should be more kiasu ... so here, things I've done in 2009:

1) Crap.
2) Go tuitions.
3) Study.
4) Draw.
5) Sleep (without being caught).
6) Scream.
7) Laugh.
8) Angry.
9) Moody.
10) Wake up at 6.15 and said," Darn, another school day!"

Done! My top ten things. Isn't it special? Things that I did.
I bet you didn't do all this!! Hahaha!! I'm special!!

If you're laughing, then stop!
Wahlau... tell you not to laugh cannot listen ah?!!!

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Today might be 2010 but I don't feel anything. Seriously. I used to get all excited over New Year until few years ago.

And then my boyfriend left and I jumped into my emo mood until now..

Pfft... joking, obviously. Flunyway, since last year, I do not feel anything about New Year's Day. I don't know why. I just don't have the mood. And I don't have any New Year resolution either. It's not very good, you know. How can I live life without feeling new at all?

But then when you think about it, it's just another day with only 24 hours. Worse, it's getting nearer to 2012. Afraid, people, be afraid....

Wah lau...i really have nothing to say. I can't let you guys know that once again I'm disappointed by TOA because my art is just not good. No, I can't say this..

Jeez.. whatever.. frankly, I know I'm not talented. You know, this is like the case.. ahhhhhhh.. I'm lazy to type anything or express anything here..

So, flunyway, I'll end my post here. Baboi, peeps. (ends this post abrubtly)