Books.

I keep forgetting to update my blog.
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I know the future is getting nearer.
I know...
I really know, that's why I'm so damn scared.
And I'm out of excuses for me to run away.

I kinda makes me think. About things.
So, you know how sometimes the smart students are discriminated.
No, I'm not trying to say that I'm smart. And I know you're gonna click other people's blog because you see too many words in this post.
But before you go, read on. I insist.

So (good to see you're still reading), personally, I really feel that smart students can be really pitiful sometimes. I'm not asking you to pity that type of I-know-I'll-not-fail-in-whatever-I-do type of people. In fact, I'm asking you to think of those kiasu type. I'm not being sarcastic lor.

Have you ever wondered why would all these students actually study like there's no tomorrow when they themselves know that they're smart.

And the answer's easy. They feel insecure. Everytime when exams are here, do you go like, "What for I study. I know I'm smart..."

No, you don't, do you?
And if you're smart, do you feel the pressure from your family and relatives? You can't blame them either because it's not wrong to expect something more out of a smart student. Whatever pressure that your family is having on you is whatever pressure that you are giving to the smart ones. I'm pretty sure that when you see kiasu people, you go, "Aiya, she so smart. Of course la she's gonna get straight As!"

What if she doesn't?
What if she fails terribly?

You might think that it's impossible. But it is this thought that there are a lot of kiasus over in Malaysia and Singapore. It's the pressure that's driving them nuts. It's the society. It's the impression towards them that's making them like this. It's you. It's me.
And yet when we see them studying, we talk bad about them.

Most of my friends are smarty-pants. And being in IJC, it's impossible not to see this kind of students. But when you think about it, why would they study so much?
They wanna win, of course!
But why would they wanna win?
Because they are scared of losing.
Why are they so scared of losing? Because they can't lose!
Why can't they lose? Because they are smart.
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So, at the end of the day, we've been expecting too much from these smart people.

If only we are willing to make life an easier place, then perhaps, smart people can be happy.
After all, what's more important than happiness?

An Update That Isn't Much of An Update.

There's nothing to actually talk about anymore in my blog. That's why I don't update it often. I should most probably close down my blog, don't you think so?

I'm kidding, obviously. Flunyway, I am looking for part-time jobs, so if you guys(and girls) can recommend, leave messages in my chat box.

Flunyway, I've been really lazy this month. This month is full of holidays and lazying around. I can finally watch Boys Over Flowers... and some other dramas that, oh, you know, girls nowadays would watch.

That's why I am so lazy.
You know what is feels like when you wake up in the morning (actually afternoon) and you don't have to worry about which subject you have to study today?
You know what is feels like when you can just wake up and then dash downstairs and watch Keeping Up With the Kardashian for Buddha knows how many hours?

My God!
It's amazing. That's what I call life you know...
Hmm.. I should most probably get back to my Taiwanese drama.

Bloggeh Update.

Yikers.. I know. I didn't update my blog.
Exams over!!
Seriously, I can't believe this. Suddenly, my study table is so darn clean, no more books and I can wake up in the morning(well, almost afternoon actually) without worrying about my exams. Life's pretty good.

Too good, actually...
On a second thought, it's not so good...
I need to:

1) Get driving license. Whoa lau.. I damn lazy lar..
2) Get a job. Even lazier...
3) Practise drawing. Now, now.. this one has a a lot to do with my skills of procrastination..
4) Go shopping. Not so fun when you don't have the kah-chings...
5) Worry about things that I have to worry.
6) And then tell myself not to be so worried...

Indeed, humans are never free from problems.

Now that schools over, and I'm not gonna go to school with school uniform ever again, it seems like my life (and those similar to me) is at a turning point. dy/dx=0...
Haha.. I still remember this. Flunyway, I'm not gonna light up Bunsen burner anymore. Kinda sad actually. I'm so gonna miss Science.
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But then when I think over it again, it's Science that actually gives me nightmares sometimes.. nothing really much to miss also lah...

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Flunyway, do you peeps still remember my paparazzi post? It's here if you're looking for it. Apparently, my sister found that the paparazzi is a...
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Tadaaa


It's a star! After I hit him, he became half dead... and being a good Samaritan, my sister saw him and decided to save him, one year later. Whoa, not bad wor..my sister has a heart of gold. .... I still remember how she' would always bribe me with the "I-tell-mom-you-skip-class" so that I'll switch on the fan for her. And it lasted for years.
And while waiting for the video I'm going to upload, let's do some stuffs. Another 15 minutes.
Hmm.. so I just found out that after opening this blog for more than 2 years, this is only my 105th post. Sad, isn't it. But then again, most of my blog post are rather long, you know. Although most of them are full of craps, at least I give some entertainment to my loyal readers (ceh wah...) So... let me go check the video. (after checking) Darn, another 12 minutes. God, I'll just wait for it to load finish. While I spend some time drawing.




Done!! And, watch this video please. just clicky on the thing and wait for it to load. It's only one minute.