5Sc2,

I believe everyone has at least attended one farewell party in their entire life.
And each an every farewell is special by its own, especially when it is for you.
Just like everyone else, I attended my farewell.
Those who frequent my blog will know that I don't blog much about what goes on in my life(since I lead a rather normal and boring life...). But tonight is such a remarkable night that I will not forget in my whole life. So remarkable that I really can't not share with everyone else.

It was such touching moments for all the 5Sc2 students and definitely, the teachers.
Well, let me explain to you.
So, flunyway, all of us reached Sibaraku(for which its nickky is si-beh-laku) around 7.30.
And then we ate lor..
And then we all blindfolded the teachers. Each an every of us went to each teachers and said gratitude words (tears involved,of course)... and it's like.. so.. darn touching. *sniff* And then we gave Pn. Foo the book that we call as "The Book"(Err, actually, no la.. only I alone said it). Obviously, I can't tell you guys through just a blog because it's too remarkable. All, I can say is that it's too amazing!

Now, for my own message to the whole class. Eek.. sounds so cliche.
Flunyway, I've been in secondary school for the whole 5 years, been in IJC for the whole 5 years, been a Convent school girl for the whole 11 years, never see a guy before in my own class for the whole 11 years, I've certainly seen ugly things and pretty things in school. I've seen ugly things in IJC but I can't deny that this is where I met my class, my best friends and together become kiasu with these friends. Life isn't perfect and I know that. So, it will be too much to expect my schoolmates and classmates to be good in studies, polite, beautiful, rich, friendly, humble, all in one package.

My classmates are imperfect. We have the hot-tempered ones, the blur ones, the everyday s.s. ones.. the no-one-wanna-listen-to-her-when-she-talks ones, the loud ones, the sometimes impolite ones, the snobbish ones (actually, I don't think my class has this one), the one who says the wrong thing at the wrong time, the playful ones, the immature ones, the mischievous ones, the one who keeps throwing spiders to everyone...
Phew, a lot!
But it's all these imperfections that make us so darn beautiful. Despite the fact that we all have weaknesses, we still accept each other for we all know that we are all siblings (???!!!!) who are constantly arguing.. but it's a love-hate relationship.
I mean, imagine if each an every one of us are perfect individuals. There'll be no arguments and debates and that makes life boring.
We all laugh so much that everytime when Pn. Foo enters our class, we will laugh. Unless she has something important or disappointing to say (that we will all most probably just make it into a lesson or just laugh it off). We all laugh so much that sometimes I wonder if we will flunk our SPM because of laughing too much. Imagine if in "Melaka Hari Ini" newspaper, there's a report saying IJC's SPM results went down because of this. I'll imagine it as this:

"Melaka Hari Ini"

Kelas 5Sc2 Sering Ketawa

Banda Hilir: Pada tahun ini, SMK IJC tidak berjaya mendapat top 5 (atau top 3, atau top 10) kerana mengikut pengetuanya, Puan Hjh. Norizan, kelas 5Sc2 terlampau aktif. Mengikutnya, hal ini adalah disebabkan 5Sc2 selalu membazir masa ketawa tidak habis. Selain itu, mereka sering secara tidak segaja menyebabkan guru-guru kelas mereka menukar topik semasa mengajar. Mengikutnya, guru 5Sc2 yang mulanya mengajar subjek masing-masing akan bertukar kepada topik kosong yang tidak berkaitan dengan pelajaran. Hubungan 5Sc2 dengan guru-guru mereka adalah seperti kawan. Oleh itu, mereka tidak henti bercakap semasa dalam kelas.......

Pfft.. joking la, of course. There quite a number of smart students in our class so I'm pretty our result will not flunk.

Fancy some Motivation?

"Past doesn't equal to the future. But what we do now will affect our future."

Went to Renaissance Hotel just now because ...
it belongs to my dad.


No lah.
Obviously not. If my dad is the owner of Renaissance, I don't need to blog in blogger. I can simply have a domain of my own and blog in it.

Flunyway(my latest slang. Please do not, I beg you my life, write this your English essay..or in fact, any languages' essay), kerabat (as said by someone's school's counselor. You know who you are) AKLTG came to Melaka for an AKLTG/IAG/SK workshop. So I went there to:

1) Charge up my battery. (read: motivation)
2) Kay Poh
3) do something rather than just facing computer the whole day
4) discipline myself.

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For anyone who have no idea what the hell am I crapping, let me explain again.
Adam Khoo's people came to Melaka to give some FREE preview about the camp. And I went there, despite the fact that I am one of the graduates. It's not like it's funny, it's just that they cater more to those who haven't go/too reluctant to go/lazy to go/don't want to waste money.

Whatever la.. I went there to motivate myself, to cut it short. And oh, speaking about whatever, apparently, "whatever" and "anything" are now lumped into the group of negative words. Because you see this example:

Muthuramasamynya: Hey, what drink do you wanna order?
Huoy Sek Si: Anything la.
Muthuramasamynya: So, what exactly do you wanna order?
Huoy Sek Si: Whatever lor.
Muthuramasamynya: ...???!!!

Names solely created by me.
Flunyway, I know you have seen this sort of conversation before. Heck, some of you might have even been in this conversation before. Some of you are the Muthuramasamynya or the Huoy Sek Si. That's not the main point.

The reason why we all say whatever and anything is because we are merely.. lazy to think. Seriously, I am quite surprised by the number of excuses we give ourselves daily. Here are more examples of negative words:

1) I don't know. (Ah, this one everyone know...)
2) I'll try.
3) Ok ok lor...
4) Same

Now, people, ask yourself, how negative are you?
Ah, let me reframe the question so that it's more positive.

Now, people, ask yourself, how unpositive (alamak, no this word in dictionary.Oxford should add it in) are you?

Think, my friends, think.
And answer it yourself.

Okay la, I'll reframe the question again so that it is acceptable in the dictionary and even more
positive....

Now, people, ask yourself, how positive are you?

P.S. SPM's three weeks away and I'm excited!!!!!!!!!

Cam Whore

Found this thing on my fully-scribbled tuition table today. I never knew such a beautiful quote can appear in the many I-love-you scribbles.



I know many of you have never seen the pictures of me cam whoring before besides the hitting the paparazzi pictures (it's in the past posts.Go find it yourself) so I am going to feed you some stuffs today.
... Many people know that I don't usually cam whore. Unless I am bored. But anyway, these are all the ones that I can give you see. The others are all too retarded... so I cannot post it up here..
Tudos, people!!

Depression?! Uh, No More!!

Life's too unpredictable. Sometimes, I hope God will give us a glimpse of future for us.

Anyway, this morning, two people came to house to give me a mini magazine.. or a booklet about some stuffs about Christianity. And you know, this guy come to my house and press the doorbell. So I went out and ask them if they were finding for someone. But then, they gave me this booklet and I was like, "Oh, this. Again."

Well, you see, some random people came to my house before to give me this magazine despite the fact that they know I am not a Christian. Not that I don't like that magazine but when they gave me the magazine, they just have to talk some stuffs about this magazine. There was once when this random woman talked for about half an hour about it. And being the Ms. Goody and Ms. Polite I am,I entertained her instead of shooing her away from my house. So you can imagine our conversation and it was like, "Oh, Miss, you know.. this magazine has many things... like this time, in this issue, it's about teen problems and I know you're a teen so you might find it suitable. You will find more about yourself...blablabla.. "

Anyway, that was about two years ago. This time, it's a guy. He came to my house and he introduced himself and took out the magazine. And he said, "You see, this magazine is about depression. What do you think about depression? What do you think will happen to the world if there's no depression one day?"

I wanted to reply, "Err... there'll be no more psychologists??"
But obviously no lar..so I said,"I.. don't know.. "
And he said,"Well, won't you be happy? The world is save, everyone's happy and united.. take this magazine and if you have any questions about Bible, you can ask us."
This time, it's shorter, which, I thanked God because I was watching Man in the Vineyard in KBS World.

Still, when I thought about it, God will not be so kind. Imagine if there's no depression in this world.. the psychologists will have no customers. And then they'll not earn money. And then they get sad. And then they suffer from depression... see? It's still depression. Or there'll be no more stimulant drugs. No one will get addicted to drugs, and there'll be no more rehabilitation centers and people who work there(in the rehabilitation centers) will loose their jobs. And then they get depressed. But then because there's no more psychologists (since they're all depressed), they'll be even more depressed. In the end, the world will be depressed..

So, it's better to have depression in this world.

What a depressed topic. X(

"If you wanna hate your life, go on. I don't mind.It's your life. Not mine. You control it."