School

"I love myself like how I love Jimmy Choos"

Jeez, schooling is ... I don't want to say it out. And I'm waiting impatiently for 365 days later.
Due to the fact that I'm a little bit of inversely proportional to the technology, when I work, I'll probably buy the cheapest handphone. I mean, why buy expensive handphones if they're used for EMERGENCY only?
But one thing for sure, I need a GOOD camera.
And then I'll go for a holiday with my good friends!

I want Dior's Couture!! Help me!!
I'm so into Dior these few weeks and I don't know why. Don't you find John Galliano a beautiful person?



Damn it!

2009

Sigh.. 2008 is ending. It's sad when I think about it.
The ironic thing about 2008 is that I don't think being 16 sucks. It's pretty sweet actually. With all the adventures and Chemistry lessons.
Chemistry lessons... on the second thought, it's not so sweet anymore. :( Chemistry lessons and my Chemistry teacher.
Anyway, 17 doesn't sound so nice. It feels like I'm becoming older now. And then I'm not supposed to behave immaturely because I'll be 17.
With a big obstacle lying ahead of me, an obstacle which I've been trying to avoid all this while, SPM is like, a little ant in my life. Not that I'm not afraid of SPM, but I have even more things which I'm afraid of.
We all can avoid so many things, but we just can't avoid ourselves.
I'm lack of courage to face what I'm supposed to face right now.

On the other hand, do you realise how branded-conscious Malaysians are?

Freak Committing Suicide.

My desperate attempt to commit suicide. My sister wanted the last memory of me. I even used a ladder to get to the windows because my window is just soooo high... teehee.
You might not see me in school anymore. Because I'm dead.
Gasp! School!

What should I be proud of my country?

I often wonder about this question.
Until about two months ago, I didn't know the answer. I then remembered last year when I visited Taiwan. There was this annoying salesgirl asked me a few questions.
She asked where am I from and I answered that I'm from Malaysia. And she was like, "Oh, Malaysia! That's a great country. So you know like, 3 languages? You know your national language, English and Chinese! That's so great!"
And then I think I answered, " Yeah, we know three languages."
And she continued chatting with me even though I wasn't in the mood of talking.
Anyway, I didn't really care about what she said to me until few months ago, when I suddenly remembered that my Moral teacher asked us what we are so proud of our country.
So I got the answer.
I am proud of my country's different cultures and religions.
Well, that's a typical answer. We all know that Malaysia has many religions.
But not many really appreciated the moment we are having right now. It's true that the politicians often quarrel over racial issues and other stupid stuffs. But the citizens managed to hold hands until today.
I'm just disappointed that some people nowadays don't love our country as much as last time.
Just ask yourself seriously, as in, ask your conscious mind that's resting at the back of your mind.

Are you willing to sacrifice for your country?

Honestly, I don't think I am ready to do that. Humans can be selfish after all. But all I know is that I do love my country although we have our ups and downs.

What should we do when our country is shaky?
Focus on our outcome.

Well, I feel rather motivated today, even though I still procrastinate. I blog this because I love Mahatma Gandhi.

Of Ah Lians and Ah Bengs

Have you ever came across girls who said, "God, I hate ah lians and ah bengs."?
We all don't like ah lians and ah bengs.

But you've heard of this:

You, walking with a friend, whom you assume, quite an ah lian.
Your friend: Aiyo, look at that girl over there la, look at the way she dresses, so damn lian.
You: Yalor, typical ah lian.
Your friend: I hate this kind of girls. They think they're so good in dressing but then they end up dressing like an ah lian, not to mention their behaviour too.
You, with your own thoughts: *Aiyo, you ownself also ah lian la, want to say people pulak*

It doesn't matter if you don't understand what the conversation above means.
Anyway, we all, especially Malaccans, don't like ah lians. Like, when we see one, immediately, we will give out our i-don't-like-you vibes because deep down inside, we all think they're so cheap(as in the clothes they wear).
But then again, how do we know that we're not ah lians ourselves? We tend to criticise people whom we assume are ah lians, but we hardly realise, all of us, are the same. Only our fashion tastes are different.

Well, this gives me a new lesson. Don't criticise people's way of dressing too much. Everyone has their own tastes. XD

Suicide and teenagers

Luck is not random; it is attracted to those who work hard."-Motivateus.com-

I attempted to commit suicide but it didn't work out because I realise I'm not an emo.
No offence to all emos.


"I love you all my life. " -16-year-old's -
"i luv u 4eva leh." -lazy 16-year-old's-
"I tot u luv me." -16-year-old got cheated-
"my mom dun understand me lo." -well, just typical-
"I luv my bf leh." -16-year-old has new boyfriend-
"I luv u so muuuchhhh lehhhhh." -I really don't want to say-

Now, you might be 16,have a boyfriend, have thought of what written above, and tend to be lazy in typing, it's okay. Maybe singles just don't understand what you're thinking..but seriously, why get a boyfriend and love him so much like how much i love anime?
Or maybe I am not understanding enough. People tend to loose to temptations after all.

" Always play to win. But if you don't win, remember that a bigger victory is waiting for you."-motivateus.com-

Gays are Perfect

You know, in my previous post, I was talking about perfect guys. Apparently, I stumbled upon this quiz on Quizilla. And you know what, I finally have the answer on why perfect guys that ladies are searching for are no more here.... well, it's because... (drum roll,please)

THEY HAVE ALL TURNED GAYS!!!
GAYS!!!

Admit it, girls. We lose to some guys. Nowadays, we can hardly find a mate that's handsome, beautiful, sensitive, rich, smart, good in housework, even better in cooking, loves his family, sexy, polite, gentleman..
Sigh...
Now, imagine that Edward Cullen is a gay. Perhaps you won't love him as much as you did. Bella certainly does not want that to happen. Teehee...