Rojaks

Everyone thinks that my previous post is an emo post. 

Okay, so it's most probably the way I express thoughts. 

But flunyway, let me get this right first. It is not an emo post hor. I know most of the time when I post something like that and when you read it, you go like, "OMG.. that's exactly what I thought/what is happening to me/what I feel..." 

It's a completely normal thing, okay. Get it right, Sherilynn, get it right. You no need to feel terasa, because most of us always think things like that about ourselves. 

In the previous post, what I'm trying to let you see is that: 

WE ALL HAVE THE SAME PROBLEM. 

There are a lot of when we feel inferior about ourselves. We feel that we're not good at a lot of things. 

Yes, you there, you're reading my blog and dare you say you've never felt bad before? Dare you say you've never been nervous before when you talk in the public? Dare you say you're always so confident?

No matter how pretty you are, I don't believe that you feel pretty 24/7. No matter how smart you are, I don't believe that you feel smart 24/7.

No matter how perfect someone seem to be, he or she would feel insecure too. So, linking it back to my post, I'm not trying to be emo. I'm just trying to let you see the insecurities that I feel sometimes. It's an example that everyone feels almost the same thing about themselves. 

You're not alone in this world. There's a lot of people who happens to feel the same thing. Maybe, you might think that having other people suffering the same problem will not diminish the problem but at the very least, you know you're not odd and that gives you strength and hope. 

I don't want to ruin my lovely blog and then give false impressions to you people that this is turning into an emo blog. It's might sound like a little buay paiseh if I say but I know those who frequently follow my blog must have gotten quite some inspiration from it so I don't want to make you feel bad about yourself. That's why I'm making this blog to explain my previous post. 

Flunyway, I'm done explaining things I wanna explain. 

2 more days and it's gonna be 2011 already. Come to think of it, this year, has been a far more challenging year compared to any other years. I got my SPM results, struggled with one of the most difficult decisions in my life, entered college, gave up things that I should give up and still holding on tightly to things I wanna hold on. 

Sigh... I never thought of taking a pre-u course but then again, things would never really fall into our plans, would they? But whatever it is, I'm happy to know that I've never regretted any choices that I've made. Entering INTI wasn't my choice but fateful as it is, I've met great friends there and live a typical student's life. At the end of the day, everything pretty much happens for a reason. After all, if I didn't enter INTI, I wouldn't live the way I am now, wouldn't find new dreams, wouldn't meet new friends, wouldn't give myself another chance. 

But everything do not just happen smoothly. There're sacrifices and there are times when I have to give up and it's not easy to do things like that. Flunyway, 2010 doesn't suck. It's a great year, I'm thankful for what happened. 

In fact, I shouldn't abandon other years too. They'll feel discriminated :(

Okay, 2009 was a great year too, 2008 was great too and in fact, I think all years are great!!

And I know 2011will come greatly. The only thing I'm sad about is that I'm finishing my course next year before I enter university. But it's okay because with Facebook everyone will still get in touch with one another!! XD

Thank you, Facebook!! You're my God!!

Shit, I'm a Facebook addict liao.