Time to Complain JPA

BEWARE OF ANGRY POST AHEAD. I'M NOT GOING TO APOLOGISE IF YOU THINK THAT BY ANY CHANCE, YOU HAPPEN TO BE THE PERSON I'M TALKING ABOUT. 

I am damn angry right now. I know I have a lot of issues with all these perfect smart people. And yeah, I know, no one is perfect. But admit it, there's always this smart, pretty, rich girl in our classes. And they always walk with that sort of confidence that will make us all go "Whoa..... that girl.........."

And I hate em'.

They're always so perfect. I mean, if you wanna be confident and always the best out of everyone, that's okay with me. I have some of those who're confident and smart but they're always so humble back in IJC. But still, there will always be someone who's always so "perfect" that she makes us all look so ugly and stupid. I mean, please, if you wanna be smart, don't make me look stupid, okay? I hate that. Yeah, you can blame my low self-esteem. You can say it's my problem, not hers. But whatever.

And another thing. We all know JPA came out yesterday. And a lot of people were disappointed. I am disappointed. Not because I didn't get. But it's because many who actually deserve to get didn't get and don't deserve to get, they actually got it.


And you know what, for some who got it, they like to update their blog and Facebook, telling people they got. If you got only 1 scholarship and you update it telling people, then that's okay. But it's not when you update your blog and Facebook telling people that you got like, 5 scholarships. And then you tell people how great you are, you update your blog saying how happy and proud you are for getting it, that you'd never imagine you would get it.

Bullshit.
If you never imagine, then you would never apply it in the first place.
Sorry lor, but do you know that there're hundreds of us who didn't get? While you might have achieved your dreams, there're hundreds of us who got our dreams crushed. And you know why? Because the government chose to give scholarships to you guys. So, in fact, we helped you in thousands of ways.

I really do sympathise and I feel angry for those who didn't get. I have friends who get incredibly high koku marks, amazing in talking, damn smart in academics and yet they have this humble attitude in them who didn't get. It's real pity.
Of course, how could I forget right? The government has to follow the kuota thing. Yeah, go on, ISA, send me to jail. Because I just said that government WANTS to give to the Malays more because that's our policy. And Chinese and Indians don't stand much chances.

Yeah, yeah, Malays, come shoot me. Like, report me in the newspaper, jail me cos' I caused controversy. I just talked about something sensitive. We're not supposed to say about Malay's special rights.

Come on, if you're angry, show me proofs. Proofs that the government is fair. And I'll show you hundreds of proofs that the government is not. Admit it, there're Malays who are not THAT smart actually got JPA. And there're Chinese and Indian or in fact any other races who are THAT smart who didn't get accepted.

Call me racist but if you're too shallow to actually think that I'm criticizing the government and not the Malays, then I don't think your comments are worth my thoughts.

Face the reality Malaysians, this is what Chinese are thinking. That the Malays depend too much on the government. So much that they're not even given a chance to prove that they're strong.

Like I said, I'm not going to apologise. I'm not one of a debater and you might have your own points and thoughts, but I still hold on strongly to mine.