Life's life after all. And it must go on.

If you ever heard anyone who says she's doing her best and is not tired at all, then she's one hell of a liar and a hypocrite.

If there's some one who's forever optimistic, then she's one hell of an annoying person.
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I'm pretty tired of fighting, frankly speaking. There are times when I feel like slamming people who expects a lot when I know my own limits and say, "You know, this is my life. This is what I want. This is what I want to fight for.

I wonder how many dozens of times I told myself that I should most probably give up. But deep down inside, everything still comes back to what I want.

This isn't something that can be explained from the point of view of motivation. This isn't something like if-I-give-up-then-I-lose-the-war. This is something about, you know, if I am willing to let go of things and live a life without a reason.

And I know, I'm still not willing to let go. =)
So, even if it's darn tired, even if a lot of people are going to look down on me, people giving me high expectations (but I know my own limits), people telling me to go to the other route, people telling to give up, I will still fight.
Because I know what I want. After all, most important is self-respect, not if others respect me or not.