Depression?! Uh, No More!!

Life's too unpredictable. Sometimes, I hope God will give us a glimpse of future for us.

Anyway, this morning, two people came to house to give me a mini magazine.. or a booklet about some stuffs about Christianity. And you know, this guy come to my house and press the doorbell. So I went out and ask them if they were finding for someone. But then, they gave me this booklet and I was like, "Oh, this. Again."

Well, you see, some random people came to my house before to give me this magazine despite the fact that they know I am not a Christian. Not that I don't like that magazine but when they gave me the magazine, they just have to talk some stuffs about this magazine. There was once when this random woman talked for about half an hour about it. And being the Ms. Goody and Ms. Polite I am,I entertained her instead of shooing her away from my house. So you can imagine our conversation and it was like, "Oh, Miss, you know.. this magazine has many things... like this time, in this issue, it's about teen problems and I know you're a teen so you might find it suitable. You will find more about yourself...blablabla.. "

Anyway, that was about two years ago. This time, it's a guy. He came to my house and he introduced himself and took out the magazine. And he said, "You see, this magazine is about depression. What do you think about depression? What do you think will happen to the world if there's no depression one day?"

I wanted to reply, "Err... there'll be no more psychologists??"
But obviously no lar..so I said,"I.. don't know.. "
And he said,"Well, won't you be happy? The world is save, everyone's happy and united.. take this magazine and if you have any questions about Bible, you can ask us."
This time, it's shorter, which, I thanked God because I was watching Man in the Vineyard in KBS World.

Still, when I thought about it, God will not be so kind. Imagine if there's no depression in this world.. the psychologists will have no customers. And then they'll not earn money. And then they get sad. And then they suffer from depression... see? It's still depression. Or there'll be no more stimulant drugs. No one will get addicted to drugs, and there'll be no more rehabilitation centers and people who work there(in the rehabilitation centers) will loose their jobs. And then they get depressed. But then because there's no more psychologists (since they're all depressed), they'll be even more depressed. In the end, the world will be depressed..

So, it's better to have depression in this world.

What a depressed topic. X(

"If you wanna hate your life, go on. I don't mind.It's your life. Not mine. You control it."