Heath Ledger is a Legend

I haven't watch The Dark Night.
But soon.

My computer was suffering from stroke last week. This explains the why I didn't blog last week. (I hope I can use the word "blog" as a verb)

Apparently, my scanner died of cancer. And now, my computer. It's currently improving.
And oh, did I mention it lost its memories?
Not only that, the connection now is slower than a snail. Can't I just live normally and happily with my computer?

Anyway, for the past few weeks, I had (and still having) quite a number of nasty comments from my friends. Well, I can't really call it nasty. They're meant to improve myself. But I was pretty sad. I mean, you don't going around giggling at strangers when you're criticized, do you? No, nobody critic me on my drawing.The one which I'm hoping for. I was criticized mostly on my attitude. Perhaps deep down inside I'm not a good person after all. Maybe I'm bad.

Don't get me wrong. It's not that my self-esteem has down-graded. I still love myself very much.
Okay, fine, maybe it did. But only a little bit.

It's so hard to digest all the comments people made on me.
Which is why I've made a list on my positive side and the negative one.

Negative perspective:
1. I tend to get angry quickly. Especially when I'm tired or frustrated.
2. I can get really really annoying.
3. I... messy?!!
4. I love to show-off .
5. I judge people too quickly.
6. I suck in Biology.

Positive perspective:
1. I am a good friend to be with...?!! (I'm not so sure about this, gotta ask my friends)
2. I do care about my friends. But they don't seem to realise that.
3. I love my family. They're my heart and soul.
4. I am a dedicated librarian.
5. I'm actually writing this down.
6. I love drawing and I draw everyday.
7. I am not dumb, not very smart either.
8. I am ... slightly crazy?!
9. I love myself.
10.I am not fat. Underweight but not suffering from malnutrition.
11.I am not anorexic either.
12.Neither bulimic.
13.I am confident.
14.I am mentally strong.
15.I can accept failures.

Hmm... I should write this more often. Maybe you should. It makes you happier. It makes you think that you're actually not that nasty. Just imperfect. We are humans after all. Learn to accept our weaknesses(and of course improve on it) and then others.

Now, I feel so much happier!! XD
Baboi!!!