Friends.Is such a magical word.

"Friends are those who walk in when the rest of the world walk out"

Friends. Is a very sparkling word.
I can't believe there are people out there who misuse it.
I was reading my cousin's blog just now. It's.. kinda sad. Really. But my cousin's a strong girl. I salute her for that.

After reading her post, the word "friends" crossed my mind. Maybe my school is just full of bitches or maybe many people just can't understand what the word "friends" means. They say ladies can't stop themselves from bitching. That's true. Gossips in my school is like rice. Everyone needs it, everyone wants it.

I'm not saying I'm perfect. I bitch about people too. But just never my best friends, those who treat me well and sincere. Good friends are indeed hard to find. I'm lucky to have 2 best friends whom I really value a lot.

But,

at the same time, a friend, who WAS my best friend, left a scar as well as a lesson.
People used to say she NEVER stay loyal to her friends.
I defended her.
And then I realise she never value me as much as I valueD her.

Until today, I can't say that I forgive her.
I never forgive someone unless she regrets.
And she never.

She kinda forget herself.She forgets who she was, the girl who had everything and did nothing.

I did something and I got something. I got a lesson.
A lifetime lesson.
And I got a scar.

"I need my friends because I need them to give me a big hard slap to wake me up when I am asleep"