A shocking news, I know. Perhaps all of us expected it but one dared to think for the worst.
We all hoped while we still could.
And then, out of the sudden, we realised she can't go to school like us. She can't laugh with us anymore. She can't talk with us anymore. She can't study like us anymore.
Her absence can still be felt in the school.
How much I hope she's still here. It seems as if it was just yesterday I was talking to her. If I knew that she was going, I would've talk with her more instead of the usual "hi"s and "bye"s.
Of course, as time passes, we slowly got over it. When I went to her funeral service on Wednesday, I felt refreshed. What touches me the most is her family and best friends strength. They were all so brave to smile. It wasn't easy, I realise. Never in my life until now, I have a friend who passed away.
Now, I appreciate my life so much more. Because life is so fragile.
You really will not know what will happen next.
At the tender age of 17, when she could still dream, her clock stops ticking.
All right, I think I better stop those emotional stuffs before I see my tears from my eyes.
On a happier note...
Actually, nothing really happy happen this week. It was normal and busy student life of mine.
Well, exam's coming and I'm bound to fail my Chemistry and Biology.
Jeez... I'm so negative. I really don't know what's happening to me. Ever since I started the year 2009, I became negative and felt like rebelling everyone.
Gasp! I might get pregnant! Gasp!
So anyway, I should be happier. This year is not even as busy as last year. Maybe because my heart and concentration is no more with my school. As time flies, the timetable is becoming more and more boring. Everyday is Sciences. Sciences are everyday.
Now, I'm 200 percent confirm I am not interested at all with Science. It's the most boring subject on Earth.
But I have to admit it gives bundle of knowledge to me.
Sigh...
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